Why you are not a mistake.....

This blog is for my family. Both my Mom, Rita's side and my Father, Fred's side. May they find God and the joy and peace he brings to all of them.
I was a child of a unplaned pregnencey and my Mom wasn't married. Like many other children today. My Dad wanted her to get a abortion. I thank God Mom didn't listen. Later on when my Mom was devorcing my Dad. She got sick of him due to abuse to me and her. He also had a girlfriend. My Dad wanted a DNA test because he thought I wan't his. I was.
He called me up drunk swaring at me. He abused me. Then after a while he left me without a earthly father for many years. Later in my early twenties I asked for the truth he didn't give me it. Leaving me without me seeing my brother and sister who was and is very young.
People might say I'm a mistake with all that went on in my past. Even my Mom's pregnancy they might have said I was a mistake. I am not. God had plans for us before we where even born. He loved us before we where even born. That is why I am not a mistake. Neither are you.
I know some of you out there don't have a Dad. He is not in your life. He might have been abusive or maybe he abused alchohol and drug making things worse. You might feel a mistake but you are not.

God is your Father. He will never abuse you. He watches you like a good Father does. He will never leave you. He will never hurt you. He thinks every single one of us is beauty beyond compair. Period. End of Story.
You are never alone with God. He never leaves you. He is inside each and every one of us. He guides you on your path in life. He has a shoulder to for you to cry on when you need it. He is there to pick you up when you fall.
He loves you so much his only son died on the cross for everyone in the worlds sins and three days later he rose from the dead to be at the right hand of God. He is waiting for you. He waiting for you to believe in him, confess your sins and turn away from them.
He is waiting for you with open arms. Will you make that choice? Will you believe in him? If you do please pray this prayer:
God I am a sinner. Your son Jesus died for me. Please forgive me. Come into my heart and in my life for now and to forever. In Jesus' Holy Name, AMEN!
For those who prayed that prayer congadulations! You are my brother/sister in Christ & I love you for that. You have recived the greatest gift. Eternal Life. For those who didn't search deep into your heart and answer this question. Do you believe in God and what his son did for you? GOD BLESS EVERYONE IN THIS WORLD!!!